Well, my girlfriend left me for my looks awhile ago. But we were still friends... so I was sorta alright with it. But then she just started hating me to death suddenly.. I asked her why she hated me, and she didn't give any reason, besides "wanting" to hate me.. which makes no sense.

My heart has been destroyed. I know I will never get over this.. She was such an amazing friend to me. And now she does this to me.

She comes to this site a lot. She's a very popular artist here. I'm not going to say her name.. because I don't want people hating her for this.. I couldn't do such a thing to her, even after what she's done to me.

Is this betrayal? I really don't know.

If you're reading this.. I hope we can be friends in the future.. I don't particulary "love" you anymore, simply because I really odn;t have a heart to love anymore. I'll be your friend.. if you want someday. I'd really would like that to happen, because I like being your friend, and you could get to know the new me.

But until then, I miss you.